A thought for the evening

Over the course of politics and identity crises, there are more important things on my mind. I think of the other people in this world and what kind of legacy I leave. Will it be a good? Who have I hurt, Is my time being spent well? Do the people I care about know I care? Oh well back to numbing the throbbing questions with puppy videos til I fall asleep,

Quotes from Eric

One constant thing. People are going to fight. We can try to make peace but even in that way we will disagree. So we will always fight, the only thing we can try to do is prevent it from escalating to a level that is beyond our control.

Eric Allman

Shit happens, just make sure to clean yourself up afterwards.

Do you? Wonder Qui ero?

The hardest part of growing up is deciding who you want to be. You feel pressures that are really nonexistant and forces unknown. But through career paths and talks of salary who will you be as a person. I look at myself in the mirror and I see a boy who is the spitting image of a man who has struggled and fought. I used to complain that I never wanted to be like this man, my own father.
Today, I sat down and really thought to myself, would it be such a bad thing? Throughout the drama of life, he has managed to keep a level head, an open mind, a patient demeanor and a loving heart.
My own father would go through things few others would. He loves his family more than he loves himself, a feat rarely seen in today's world. And when you finally tell him these things, he will shrug them off in true humility. He is not afraid to let the world see him angry, or sad or even cry. In today's world of stoic masculinity and the ideal rugged man, the thought of a man crying shows he is weak or sissy, or heavan for bid gaywad. He lets his emotions show in goodness to others and himself.
At the end of the day, I really wonder if I could be a fraction of the man he is.
I love you, Dad

A meditation Part 3 Intelligence

With intelligence comes misery. Ignorance is bliss. The truth behind these sayings is more than any can bear. True intelligence is hard to manage, the pain of reason, the cold of truth, and the harsh comfort of logic. This is not to lament the gift of intelligence, but every gift has a curse. Gifts are just half of the coin. A curse is its other half.
All things have a cost, even money has a cost. The truth of life is that everything ebbs and flows with the rest of things, we have to give to take. This is why greed eats only itself. For when nothing is given, EVERYTHING is taken. Think of it, Everything changes and the things we stockpile will eventually die.


 Habere est alienare. Nihil commutaverat.

Remember these things. For these are my words I hoped to be remembered by
Bi i dtiuin

A meditation: Part 2 Defining Reality and Our Role in it

Belief. A word that has more turmoil attached by a history of love and war than any other. So many seek to covet it, so many others are eager to give theirs. Few are truly willing to speak out of its true nature.

People seldomly understand the true power of belief. From it we can shape the sheer fabric of reality. For how we see the world changes how the world is in our eyes. See it with eyes unclouded. Let not the opinions or judgements of others define your reality. 

The media today has now employed under it the use of my people, wordsmiths. We were reveered as magicians in Egypt, rebels in Rome. Our own founding fathers were trained to be such. Our words are made alive with each thought we have. So, as Ptah of the Egyptians did, we must learn to speak sparingly and only when necessary. Our words carry weight, and people see this. With our words we can and will shape others realities if they are not careful.

We need to learn that we must see something unbiased, nothing is unless we deem it is. The illusion of The Concrete is an illusion. All is nothing, and nothing is all. only what we define as real is real. From the sheer power of belief. We only agree on similar facts. Magic is magic because we agree its magic. Science is science because we believe it is science. That is what makes something Concrete. Agreement with the illusion. 

Remember these things. For these are my words I hoped to be remembered by

Bi i dtiuin

A meditation: Part 1 The Sense and The Source

Today I meditated and found something incredible
We all have an inate desire. One we try to quell with all the different things of this world; food, drink, sex, drugs, even daily tradition. In someways Religion is even used as a way to cloud this feeling of loneliness we all feel. The truth to this life is that this hole cannot be filled, but it can be tamed. For this whole feeling, this Sense as I will refer to it. Is alive
Emotions, one might think, cannot be alive. "You're crazy" is probably the first thought that runs through your mind. The Sense is so much more, it is a desire of something greater. Like it or not we are all created, be it by the Divine or by the moments between our parents. We were created it is a fact of our existance. In a way we are all artificial. Life generating from life, in a way we are all connected. That is why it is important to recognize life in all forms. We are all one. From the first spark of existence be it the will of a deity or a spark of energy from an unbalanced charge, we all come from the same Source. We have yet to find this Source. I guess the only way for us to find it is through our end of this phase. Life and the human will are shaping our reality. Our sheer power of belief has changed our world.

Remember these things. For these are my words I hoped to be remembered by
Bi i dtiuin

Dao to Meaning

Dao to Meaning

By: Eric Allman

What truly is the meaning of life

Is it something we draw from the pain and strife

A wild guess or a prominent vow

To see our life through past the here and now

My solution is we cant look to one another

For meaning to one isn’t the same to another

Je suis

Who am I? I am me. The first, the last, the only. I am unique. There shall be no more of my kind. When I see my reflection I know that I don't try to pretend to be something I am not. I am the only one of my kind, and so are you.

䷰䷧䷂

Do You?... Show love

I want you to think about one person in your life who you genuinely care about.
Got them? Great!
Go tell them you love and appreciate them. RIGHT NOW! I'm willing to bet it'll make their day.
We all need to be loved, and feel it. I have seen too much love be taken for granted, even in my own life. But, without letting people know how they are appreciated, otherwise they don't know how valued they truly are.
TELL SOMEONE THEY ARE LOVED!!!

Do you?... Love yourself

I want yall to think about something. You can't love anybody more than you can love yourself. So how much DO you love yourself. Are there parts of you that you shut out? Pieces you want gone and never return? Bits you think you'd be better without?
well here's a news flash. That's how much you can love somebody else. So my recommendation take an hour today to do things for yourself. Basically take a I love me hour.

Being A Saint

You know I thought for the longest time that in order to be a saint you had to be able to "show it". What I mean by that, I thought that you had to be able to make a miracle.
Yesterday was the Feast of All Saints. For the sermon, the priest talked about all sorts of saints who aren't sign giving saints. So you know what, I don't need to be powerful or miracle-giving. I can get to heaven just being the person I am. Food for thought

A thought

Sometimes I can't understand why people get upset when the people they affected have every right to be. You have no right to be angry if you wronged someone else.

Inertia

Inertia

Is it possible that inertia can be more than just a property of matter? Could inertia be the natural state of all things? When we wake we don't want to get out of bed unless something is happening. If that other thing wasn't happening, would we stir from our beds?

Don't we easily dismiss change, especially when we enjoy what is? It is hard to make a difference in our own lives because of our resistance. Could joy and contentment be the ultimate recognition of inertia? Could inertia be the force in our life which is unchanging? Inertia could be the traits passed from parent to child. The same traits that we can recognize as part of us. These traits show our unchanging lineage. Does that mean it is wrong to try and change them?

Is our resistance to change a reflection of the matter that comprises our form? Could this be a reflection of our fear of the unknown? Could our fear stem from our form? The order of the universe manifests as inertia, and chaos, entropy. Maybe entropy is the unknown and too much of it will destroy us. Yet we need it to survive. Is our need to face our fears due to the fact we need entropy as much as inertia? We are governed by complex laws we only begin to understand. They are so fragile and delicate , yet they are resilient because of the ability to resist change. Could our fear be one thing that can save us? Could anarchy be the ultimate expression of our fear? Could a government be the representation of our inertia? Is a democracy our attempt to create an artificial version of ourselves? Is a totalitarian government our need to have the stability we crave so dearly?

What do we truly fear more than the unknown? Some embrace their fear and chaos. They stride boldly into the new frontiers and places some could never imagine. If we were all like that, would we be a race today? Our inertia drives our society, our need for each other. While many concepts revolve around birth and death, life represents our order, our inertia. Yet if we were only inertia would we be the same person? No individuality, no unique thoughts? Is chaos the manifestation of our differences? We fear the unknown and the differences we have because we're afraid it will destroy us. But if there was no chaos, would there be an us or a me? Could our inertia be a force which can kill us as much as chaos? Perhaps we need both in order to be as we are.